This is what i think

"Observations::
¤ you can't always be friends with everyone
¤ some people will stab you in the back
¤ some people are not what you thought. that can be good or bad
¤ some people will be there for you always
¤ others come and go, maybe once or multiple times
¤ friends can make you both laugh and cry
¤ no one's perfect so you can't set your standards too high
¤ people drift, then can be wicked close - or vice versa
¤ a true friend is never truely jealous. envious perhaps, but never jealous. a real friend would find it in their heart to be happy for you
¤ a real friend is a great shoulder to cry on
¤ you can be goofy with your friends and they will be goofy right back. or at least laugh at(/with) you
¤ a real friend will go out of their way to help you in anyway they can
¤ when a friend realizes they did something wrong, they will do whatever it takes to prove to you that they are sorry
¤ a friend can appreciate you in scrubby clothes, messy hair, and no makeup. they see you for who you are inside
¤ friends can annoy you, but you still love them anyway
¤ no one starts off best friends, you have to work up to that
¤ when life is in the pits, your friends are an ideal ladder
¤ everyone deserves a second or third or fourth chance. no one's perfect so get over it
¤ you are never "too good" for someone. you can, however, be "too conceited". there is in fact a difference
¤ if you care about someone, and they show that they are sorry, then you can find it in your heart to forgive them
¤ good friends go the extra mile
¤ good friends let you make your own decisions, and never try to force you to do something against your will
¤ your friends tell you the truth, even if it's not the truth you want to hear
¤ friends help you become who you want to be
¤ friends love you for you"

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Well, lots of things.. i ate at subway for the first time, i went on a roller coaster that went upside down, went surfing, snowboarded for the first time.. many more

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Well, last year I made a new years resolution to meet new people.. and i have.. so yes

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Umm not that i can think of..

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Fortunately, no.

5. What countries did you visit?
None, thats wikid depressing.. well in February im going on a cruise and its stopping on the islands off of Mexico.. does that count?

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
iDonTcArE824: meg what would i want to have in 05 that i lacked in 04
skatanic26: say you want meghan to grow boobies

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
umm.. sept. 11 because its so recognized

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Okay, im proud of myself for not going into all the "peer-pressure" ((wow SUCH a project adventure word))

9. What was your biggest failure?
Umm, not keeping in touch with my friends comming into freshman year

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Um songs on the computer, because music is the center of the world, haha

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Umm, everyone that stayed true to themselves

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Um, not to be a bitch, but Taryn

14. Where did most of your money go?
Honestly, i dont know, presents, maybe movies and stuff.. oh and my insane cocaine addiction..

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I was reallly excited about getting my computer back after not having it for a month!..gasp.. and learning how to surf

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Umm.. all the songs from 2004

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? I'd say happier
ii. thinner or fatter? Um.. probably about the same
iii. richer or poorer? Haha i'd say the same

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
iDonTcArE824: Josh what do i wish i'd done more of?
j bark511: u wish u spent more time wit me

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
iDonTcArE824: Corey what do i wish i'd done less of?
SkidKid383: jack off
SkidKid383: ohh for you!

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With the family, then up in NH in the mountains!

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
Sadly, nope.

23. How many one-night stands?
Umm.. none that i can recall

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Thanks to zach, jeff n mike.. Family Guy!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Umm.. not to be a bitch again, but Taryn.. and i think a lot of people are different and i've changed how i thought of them.. but i dont hate them

26. What was the best book you read?
1984

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Well, i've been listening to a ton of different music

28. What did you want and get?
A pink mini Ipod

29. What did you want and not get?
iDonTcArE824: i got nothin, what did i want, but not get?
SkidKid383: hmm....
SkidKid383: ohhhh
SkidKid383: A BIGGER penis

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Ummm.. Butterfly Effect

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Um on my birthday i dont really remember what i did? And 14.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
If i hadn't let people get to me so much.. like just ignored people that are stupid

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Its different from last year.. not extremely different but i donno its different.. still dont wear make-up.. basically do my hair the same

34. What kept you sane?
I'd have to say my friends and my sister.. i.e micaela, meghan, lindsay

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
I'd have to sayy... anyone whos not a hoe

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
HOW COULD RALPH NADER NOT WIN?!

37. Who did you miss?
Well, i miss a lot of my friends that i've lost touch with over the years..

38. Who was the best new person you met?
The best new person i met would either be Ari Cameron, Jeffery Shepard, and all the people i met downtown, and during Cross Country, and PAUL SPEARS!!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
Dont let the little things in life bother you, and dont take crap from anyone

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Have fun"

Wow im never writing that much again.. if you read the previous entry, snaps

so today before megan left we went downtown and hung out with nick and mike, and andy but he left after like 10 minutes.. then before her dad picked her up we watched home videos of my sis when she was like 3, verry funny

well going to Point Sebago tomorrow until Saturday, you know you'll miss me call or text me so i can feel your love

YESTERDAY WAS CRAZY

Meg and I woke up rather early.. about 7:30ish and i was devistated due to lack of sleep.. so we came down and said Good-bye to Bubba Laurie and My mom.. we watched 10 Going on 30.. it was cute, but kind of predictable.. after we tried numerous ways to keep us entertained but be got bored after 10 minutes of doing them, that was a flop.. so we took each  took showers and got ready to go downtown.. we were planning on going around 6ish but went around 4:30ish.. we met up with Kyle and Nick and then soon a 'Weird Stalker Kid' as we now refer to him.. his name was Nate or something like that.. he was hitting on Megan and I and it was creepy cuz he said he was 20.. so we were thirsty and and he followed us to go get some water at Fowels, but soon ditched us to hang out with some other girls.. phew.. but then he came back and sat next to Megan.. and we left to go to the boardwalk.. as soon as he turned his back we ran as fast as we could.. and sat on the water just talking and Nick was playing his guitar.. after about 45 minutes we decided it was safe, but me n Meg were still paranoid that he would pop up again.. we had to pee so we went to the FireHouse and the line was insanely long, whatever.. then we left and i saw Derek, Done, Eddie, Caleb, and we met Fin.. Then Kyle, Nick, Meg, Fin and I walked to Fowels again.. and we sat in the big circle booth. and 'Weird Stalker Kid' some how was there too.. he tried sitting with us but Fin said there was no room.. Then Nick got up to get a drink and 'Weird Stalker Kid' took his seat next to Meg.. and Fin signaled to me that we should leave so we all got up and left 'Weird Stalker Kid' to sit alone and ponder the thoughts of how creepy he was to himself.. Then we walked to the front of Albums and sat on the curb and Kyle left us.. Fin was playing guitar and tryed getting money by dedicating somgs to people, didn't work..umm Fin was trying to hook Meg and Nick up, it was cute.. then me n Fin were talking and yeah.. and we walked to the Salavation Army and we met Kyle there with other people.. umm we talked to the people that worked there for a while.. then Meg and Nick left and me n Fin were supposed to meet them at the Half Circle in 20 minutes but we went there like 45 minutes later.. So me and Fin were walking and he was playing guitar and a drunk guy yelled out the window "ROCK AND ROLL" and Fin talked to him for like 2 minutes.. and while we were walking away Fin yelled "SOBER UP AND MAYBE YOU'LL GET A JOB!".. ahha.. then Fin said he was gunna take Nicks guitar and try to make some money so i carried the case to the Half Circle.. Nick asked for his guitar and i was like "uhh.. i left it with Fin?" and he was like "WHAT!" so we walked and tried to find Fin and he was nowhere to be found.. Nick stopped and baught me n Meg glow swords it was so sweet of him even though i had just lost his guitar..and me and Meg had to go meet my mom and sis because my mom was being lame.. we walked to The Park Lunch.. and the whole time i was like "omg i feel so bad, i lost his guitar.. omg im such a jerk".. so we sat down at the table and my sister convinced my mom to let us go watch the fireworks with our friends.. so we RAN back and while we were running some bitchy girl was like "They aren't gunna start without you" so i flipped her off while still running.. and we met up with Nick and he still didn't have his guitar.. i appologized about a billion times and im surprised that he kept his cool the whole time, even though i bet he was PISSED.. so we were walking to the boardwalk then i saw FIN and i was like "THERE HE IS!!" and Nick was like AHH IM GUNNA KILL YOU... Fin got up from playing guitar and was like "dude i made so much money and that was me playing for like 30 minutes, in your face bitch" and his hat was filled with money.. so Nick and Meg were getting through the crown in front of me and Fin and he was telling me about how this guy gave him 15 dollars.. and then Fin stopped to talk with these kids and we kept walking.. we didn't see anybody we knew so we called Kyle and met up with him on these Cement blocks.. then we were watching the fireworks.. after the grand finale we used some fireworks i stole from Fin.. and me n Meg had to go and Nick and Kyle walked us to the Park Lunch, which was sooo sweet of them.. the whole way back i was directing traffic with my light up sword:)..then we met my mo and sis in the car and went home:)

Wow that was so much fun:)

Well me n meg have to go shave our legs.. we will see you all later on today.. bye bye kids